in despair

"It is really difficult dealing with a condition where I look absolutely fine from the outside, but internally, I'm just in despair."

“He killed himself in despair. And the sheriff knows that.”

By the time Blacula ended, the police had murdered Mamuwalde’s girlfriend—twice—and he had taken his own life in despair, a Black prince without a home, unable to find a place in the modern world.

The type of game that has fans covering their faces in despair had Harbaugh digging into his bag of expressions.

And while there were wild screams of delight and hugs of joy between the New Zealand players at the end, there will be a thorough examination for India, who would have been watching anxiously, but ultimately in despair.