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He’s agonized through the gruesome checklist of injuries so many fighters slog through over their arduous careers such as cracked hands, a busted nose.

Terrified students inside the classroom called 911 as agonized parents begged officers — some of whom could hear shots being fired while they stood in a hallway — to go in.

Many Jewish students agonized anew over some protests and chants that veered into antisemitism, and feared again for their safety.

Johnson, a Republican, has agonized for weeks over whether and how to advance critical aid for Ukraine over stiff resistance from the far right faction of his conference.

At times, some of them agonized over the great gulf between their words, ideals, and actions.