agonize

He agonized over the couple’s son, who had just witnessed his mother’s violent death, and vowed not to cheat the law with “subterfuge.”

Each week TikTok videos, podcasts and fan reactions on social media predict and agonize over who the young heroine, now finishing college abroad, will choose.

But writing it, reconciling with his past, would prove pretty agonizing in its own right.

The long, and for some of us agonizing, wait is over for the best spy drama on TV.

“That’s what agonized him so much — that when you record things, they are forever.”