hated

My mum put me into drama school at one stage and I hated it because it was all sort of like jazz hands and I wasn’t there yet.

There was a “toll on my ego and my self-esteem,” she said, noting the “extremes in this business” of being either idolized or hated.

The Vietnamese-Australian singer, whose real name is Pham Ngoc Han, told lawmakers that she felt "the company hated us".

That’s an important consideration, though we’d observe that most politicians don’t enjoy being hated even if they’ve run their last race.

“This is the time when you become really self-conscious and compare yourself to others. … I hated the attention. I just wanted it to be over. So that feeling of not feeling good enough is where a lot of this began.”