draining

"No, because I just didn't think it would have the impact it did, because I was just that sick and tired of it, it was draining," Rooney said.

“It made me realize how draining it has been having to conceal my true thoughts for as long as I have.”

He also had to carry his deflated kayak through the jungle, watching out for tarantulas, snakes and scorpions, which was "very draining", Ash said.

"It's draining me. I have never lived like this before in my life."

They added: "It was emotionally draining reliving some of our experiences, but we wanted to do this for Nikki."